From Plains to Stars: A Quest for Unconditional Freedom

Today, I would like to talk about freedom. True freedom, not independence. You might be surprised learning what true freedom is.

Some people sleep like babies.

Some people have nightmares.

Most nights I am wide awake, because in the silence of the night my creativity takes over. It sweetly consumes me, lending me its wings of freedom.

This freedom allows my Heart to open even more. My true Self takes over my life and breaths words of wisdom into my silent mind. I rejoice perceiving these words, for they are the words of my own true Self and might not make much sense to other humans.

I type these words into my keyboard and they become blog posts and podcast episodes, while my Heart supplies the images, sounds and feelings that go with them.

During the night I become a wanderer, a free spirit, unencumbered by conditioning, unhindered by thoughts of survival or belief systems that try to rape my mind by forcing it to go to certain directions. That's because they are afraid of dying, while becoming weaker every night. Sometimes this creative high stays with me during the day, until I fall into bed with a smile, exhausted from being free.

And the unconditional love I harbor inside me for all beings, beasts, human or ET alike grows stronger and softens my ego every night, bearing a promise of a quality of life that has not been the norm in the so-called civilized Western world for hundreds of years. My fellow humans have no idea what I am referring to, having endured so much pain and suffering for as long as they have been alive. Same as their parents and grandparents and even before. Most people in the West live in a politically correct slave society and they don't even realize it. I am glad, that they are slowly waking up and see society for what it truly is.

Many people would confuse my nightly freedom with mere independence. It's not. People think they can do anything when they have money. They can buy anything that money can buy, but they're still slaves to their ego and their conditioning. Independence would not make you want to shout from the treetops or howl light-heartedly at the moon in a forest. It's a wild feeling that seems to captivate my soul and fuel my being as if there is nothing else in the whole wild world. I'm sure, I sound like a werewolf, that fabled beast, that's half man and half wolf, changing into a wolf only during nights with a full moon. But isn't this what’s happening to the conditioned mind when it transcends the mundane and the Heart opens to reveal a magical world filled with awe and wonder? Freedom is the result of the absence of any and all restrictions placed on the conscious self by the ego's belief systems. The conscious self is now guided by Universal Law coming from the Heart and not by the ego.

Sometimes I wish I was a Cherokee or a Crow riding freely on the low hills and vast meadows of the Great Plains of the US, before the white settlers came and disturbed that freedom. Or a native Hawaiian sailing between the Hawaiian Islands before Captain Cook arrived at its shores. Or a Polynesian sailing on a "vaka katea" to Tahiti, before Álvaro de Mendaña discovered the Cook Islands. Or a Māori before Abel Tasman discovered New Zealand, as the first European navigator.

Back then, humans were free to live in harmony with the land, abiding by natural law. They did not merely exist but were fully immersed into and sometimes they were consumed by their own existence, experiencing every little sensation there was to experience. That's when non-physical senses were more credible and more important to humans than their physical ones. The wisdom of living free became their second nature and illuminated them from within, with a light that was only visible to their own kin. The colonizers who came later and took the land from the natives, were so dark and broken inside them, that the native light could not reach them, because they had it extinguished within them long before they came to paradise.

Freedom is not independence. The state of Freedom is magnitudes higher than mere independence. It makes you consciously a part of the universe and the universe a part of you. It's when you listen to your Heart more than you listen to your ego. It's when you have neither the time nor the inclination to succumb to ego-based belief systems. It's when you embrace death, knowing that there is no need to fear that which will simply propel you to the afterlife, so that you may continue to live in another way. It's when you live life to the fullest, embracing life and death as mere portals of existence itself. It's when your life is ruled by one belief and one belief only - that you have to make the most out of your life; that you have to live by your Heart's desires and not by what logic tells you.

You might think that I'm either nuts or have it all. As far as I'm concerned, I'm not nuts - quite the opposite, and sadly I don't have everything yet, but I'm working my way towards it, for there is nothing worse than dying with unfinished business. When you lose your virility to old age and regrets over missed life opportunities pile up, you realize at some point that you don't have much time.

I want to see Hawaii, but there isn't much time to do that.

I want to see the Eiffel Tower, but there isn't much time to do that.

I want to see lions and elephants in their native environment, but there isn't much time to do that.

I want to see Arizona, Texas and Florida and buy two cowboy hats, one black and one white, but there isn't much time to do that.

And then, I have also what seem to be unreasonable wishes and desires from my childhood, but there is even less time to manifest those.

I want to experience space, but there is even less time to achieve that.

I want to stand on another planet, and become consumed by its shocking beauty, but there is even less time to achieve that.

I want to embrace a humanoid ET, knowing that I embrace family, but there is even less time to achieve that.

Or is there still time to realize these wishes?

I have to admit that when you start living your life to the fullest, then life becomes a breeze and not a chore. This is what I experienced myself to a small degree. Tasks become easier, because of increased synchronicity and an inner plan forming from within your Heart, showing you the way. And maybe, just maybe I get even those wishes fulfilled. This is a work in progress for me.

For now, I am having more inner Contact with the Plejaren Family and allow my mind to freely roam the existential layers of the universe uplifted by the wings of my Heart, learning something new every time and getting to know my true Self in the process.

When I first went to a Plejaren planet during a Contact meditation, the feeling of liberation was incredible. I felt that I could be or do whatever I wanted, right then and there! The exhilaration and the inherent joy I felt was blotting out everything else in my mind and I was living in the present, guided only by my Heart and synchronicity, not my mind. For example, I was guided by my Heart to explore the landscape, and I met a Plejaren who offered me three grey balls to eat. For those of you who don't know what grey balls are, it is food, that is not prepared through any methods we humans are accustomed to. They are mentioned in Z's Plejaren Diaries.

Being guided by the mind is an important detail of this experience. Independent people think with their minds. Free people don't think. They are guided by their Hearts. That said, you might think that this is somehow difficult to achieve. I can tell you from personal experience, that this is not the case. You may begin having love meditation sessions, preferably every day. This way, your Heart opens naturally and you will taste a bit of freedom, during meditation, which will then spill over to your waking consciousness. But don't take my word for it. Try it yourself without expectations. Be honest with yourself and don't force it.

As Z says, "expect nothing, appreciate everything". That's the secret to freedom, once you have surrendered to unconditional love.

That's it for today and I hope to see you next time.